Disgusted....=o(

Thursday, March 31, 2005

I'm totally disgusted! Disgusted at how some people can do something and go away scot free! Disgusted that nobody can, or rather are willing to do anything about it. Simply disgusted.....=o( Where in the world is justice? Has the justice become so diluted? I'm beginning to see that in our modern society, whether you face the consequences of your actions is no longer based on your actions per se, but rather on the reaction of others! If no one complains or reports your wrong doing, you get away scot free! Even tho there's a high chance that you're the one who did it! DISGUSTING!!

What ever happened to justice??!!

Yes it works!

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Yes yes! The uploading stuffs actually works =o) And this time, my pic did not come out in error. Yeah!! Just came back from buying gifts for our volunteers. We bought 60 cups and 35 CD pouches. Quite a good deal for a $100 budget! =o) Anyway, it was a good break from the office.

Have been feeling burned out these few weeks, probably because of church stuffs too. Am actually feeling a little apprehensive about writing all these on blog....but then again...who cares? What are the chances anyone I know come across my blog? In any case, I'm just writing my own opinions...not spreading rumours! Everyone's entitled to their own opinions and I totally fine if readers disafree totally with me too!

Anyway, I'm feeling so sleepy now...it's a heavy thunder storm outside...perfect weather for sleeping! and I've been having this throbbing pain in my left temple since morning. Not enough sleep? I don't think so cos I slept at 10:40 last night...that's more than 8 hours oredi! In any case, I can't wait for the day to be over!

Me and small darling Posted by Hello

Trying to upload photos again!

Me and my big darling =o) Posted by Hello

Finally! I can post pictures again! Hope this doesn't become another error blog...am keeping my fingers crossed =ox

Emotional today

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I asked Hunny to join me for dinner tonight and also to help me to carry Fusu-boy's food home. He had already planned to go for basketball games tonight with his colleagues. Initially he thot he couldn't go cos he can't find his shoes, but later on he found out that his colleague could lend it to him.

It's nothing much actually, just amused at myself for being so affected by his turning me down...he hardly turns me down, that's why maybe I'm finding it hard to accept "no" from him. Well well, I dun wanna be called a possessive girlfriend and create a racket abt him saying that he'd rather go for basketball instead. I can't be selfish and rob him of his well-deserved break and de-stress activity!

But still, I can't help feeling sad and disappointed....I'm just being silly abt it..I know.

Dreams do come true!

Monday, March 21, 2005

No no....this is not related to my earlier post about the strange dream I had last night. I just had a meeting cum chat with my director regarding the programme that I'm undertaking. It's so exciting! I just shared my dreams with her about wanting to set up a family drop in centre and she seems supportive! I'm so happy =o)

My dream is to see that the other wing of my centre be converted into a bustling place where youths can drop in the jam, or play LAN games, internet etc....where children and come in to read or play with other children....and parents can come in to read stuffs on parenting, or we had hold mini seminars on parenting.

There'll be a snack corner runned by volunteers that serve beverages and finger foods with a small charge. The computer rooms will be carpeted and bright coloured walls, the children will have a small playground and a nice and cosy reading corner...there'll be some fun board games too! Parents will have a cosy sofa set with magazine racks and a mini library. And the jamming room...it'll be equipped with drums, electric guitar, mics, amps, electric piano etc.....What about the old folks? Hmm...I haven't think about that yet.

I can just picture it in my head now!! If only I can draw it out! So excited now! Thank God for the inspiration!

Strange dream yesterday

I had a strange dream yesterday night....I dreamed that I was with someone else instead of my Hunny! It was an old classmate.....even in my dream, I felt that something was wrong. It felt as tho he wasn't "The Right One", it's a strange feeling I must say. It's like I'm sure it's not him, it's someone else, but how come I'm with him?? It's like in my dream, I knew it was my Hunny, but yet my Hunny is not with me and i just cannot seem to remember him...it's really a strange feeling...

Well, the good part of the dream is that I dreamed that I was buying some shoes...it's a black shiny covered shoe with a rounded tip. Looks like those shoes that are in fashion now..those that look like ballet shoes. Anyway, it's black and shiny, and it has a nice pink ribbon on each shoe. Original price was $93.80, but the shopping centre was having a sale and they're selling any 2 pairs for $43. Don't ask me how I actually remember the price.....I'm quite amazed at myself too!

But sadly...as it always happens in good dreams...I woke up before I could buy the shoes....sigh...

I still remember how the pair of shoes look like tho =o) and I'll be definitely buying them if I happen to see them anywhere! Hopefully, this pair of shoes really do exist, and it won't be too expensive too!

What a way to start the week!

My first time.....

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Finally!! My very own blog....haha...not that there's anyone that i know who might read it.....but anyway....

Doing this on a thursday morn....sorta bored while at the same time waiting for someone to turn up for my appointment. so still sorta trying things out and playing around with the different functions....hopefully as days pass by, I'll get better at it!!