Emotional today

I asked Hunny to join me for dinner tonight and also to help me to carry Fusu-boy's food home. He had already planned to go for basketball games tonight with his colleagues. Initially he thot he couldn't go cos he can't find his shoes, but later on he found out that his colleague could lend it to him.

It's nothing much actually, just amused at myself for being so affected by his turning me down...he hardly turns me down, that's why maybe I'm finding it hard to accept "no" from him. Well well, I dun wanna be called a possessive girlfriend and create a racket abt him saying that he'd rather go for basketball instead. I can't be selfish and rob him of his well-deserved break and de-stress activity!

But still, I can't help feeling sad and disappointed....I'm just being silly abt it..I know.